"now that she's back in the atmosphere
i'm afraid that she might think of me as
plain ol' jane told a story about a man
who was too afraid to fly so he never did land."
"reminds me that there's a time to change."
One thing that bugs me the most these days is the contant fear of being stuck onto the same things. I honestly feel like we don't really can discover our own personality anymore. From a very young age we get graded at school and those grades are the way we get a job. So if you're good at school you eventually will end up with an awesome job you spent at least eight hours of your day at. You will spend more time at this job than you will with your friends and family. That kinda really sucks and doesn't sound motivating or appealing at all. Especially if you get thrown into the job you didn't choose yourself but people told you it'd be a good one.
Perhaps you find a way to pursue a more suitable career but it doesn't really turn out to be fitting for you either. Now you're stuck and don't know how to handle anything anymore. That's when you gotta remind yourself, that things go like shit. Life isn't easy and even if you plan things it doesn't work out at all. Changes are scary as fuck and not easy to handle for you or your surroundings. But you're young and you've got time. Use it.
"did you finally get the chance
to dance along the light of day?"
Once you decide it's time to do things your way some cool stuff can happen.
You maybe start to be happy for once. You can also unpack your full potential and amaze yourself with what you're capable of. That's pretty cool.
Once you feel better the people around you will notice and you can see a weight being liften from their shoulders as well. You never really notice how much you influence people with your feelings until you see that relief in their eyes.
And that is worth fighting every fight.
Dress. H&M (alternative)
Shoes. Pull & Bear
Bag. Topshop (via Zalando)
Earrings. H&M (alternative)
